Dear soul,
Man jadda wa jada. Man shabara zafira. Man saara aladdarbi washala
Whoever truly struggle will triumph. Whoever have patience will find luck. Whoever walk on His way will find a way.
It has been a long and winding road. It has been a long writer’s block in a brand new journey. No worries. All praises be to Allah for all the good and the bad.
Some plans didn’t work as I planned. Some surprised me. Some left me in silence. Some burst me in laughters and tears. I have got nothing to say except, thanks to a soulful soul that has been through all that and every soul that has been always there with me, no matter what, through a kind prayer, silent dua, support, and kind words. They are all so meaningful. 2017 was a truly something and 2018 is another million dreams to reach.
My highlight would be to live is to love. And to love yourself is the foundation of living. I read on the headline news today about the habit of Twitter CEO in the morning after waking up. It was definitely not checking up twitter updates. Yet, it was giving your ownself a time. Meditating, reflecting, and listening to your soul. Loving yourself by eating good helathy food. Listening a motivating podcast. Talking to Allah. and so on.
This journey I am facing off is somewhat blurry and windy. Yet, I am so thankful to bear the fear of falling, doubt, and anxiety. As this month marked two years of graduating, it would be a remark on a new journey. Alhamdulillaah. I couldnt imagine how this adventure started. It was a coincidence if there ever be any in the world. I met Pak Isnaeni Achdiat on a conference. He was one of the main speaker, a lecturer and partner at EY. My voice trembled in front of the speakers. I couldnt believe. He was truly an inspiration. People thought we were relatives and some jokes about our names. No, not at all. Indeed, I have never imagined that I would be here under his team. At last, I can dream again that I could also give something within mylif through a role model who inspired me. I really do not know where this is all going to take me. Yet, I believe. Thank you team especially Bu Vonny for giving me this chance to learn and grow together with you, hopefully.
Every night I lie in bed the brightest colors fill my head. A million dreams are keepin me awake.. A million dreams for the world we’re gonna make.
Dear 2017,
Thank you. If there ever be a last word I could ever have to say. Dearest universe, thank you. Thank you for all the good, the bad, the best, and the worst that makes me who I am. Will you help me stand still? Will you show me the way and hold me along the way from now on 2018 till … ?
Have a dear 2018 to you, wherever you are.
A happy little life wanderer.
